life was never always smooth-sailing

these past week have been different for me and my baby. we've been going through ups and downs lately but everthings okay now, i guess its just a rollercoaster ride that we have to go through. its parts and parcels of life. and fuck i have to go back to KL again on friday morning at abt 3am. i know baby is going to miss me like crazy, im sorry baby. if i can stay i'd definitely will but what to do. but no worries i'll be back on saturday morning and if mum and dad (you might be thinking why i still need permission to go out yeah when i'm turning 19 in 13 days time... but that is just how my family works lah) allow, at night we'll go town k baby? it has been a while......

shasha, remember that tigerlily's for us to keep =)

we drive tonight, and you are by my side
we're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever
the time flies by, with the sound of your voice
its close to paradise, with the end surely near

and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you
and never let go, i'll never let go

as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said,

i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent

and i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue

and accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from

and i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse

why does tonight, have to end?

why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts

we'll skip the goodbyes

if i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway

just you and i...
and i, i don't want to speak these words

cause i, i don't want to make things any worse

and i, i don't want to speak these words

cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse